I wish that I could tell you why
Why somebody that loves you
Somebody that loves you at least in some kind of convoluted way
Could make choices that
Leave you on the ground in a puddle
Confused and broken in three precise pieces.
One piece that runs away and leaves you
To go to a happy place where people that love you really love you
And don’t betray you and lie to you and tell you yes and tell you no.
Another piece that believes
Truly believes that you had this coming
That you deserve it
That you will never find somebody that makes you feel at home and safe.
And another that is full of the boiling rage of a madman
Bursting with a taste for blood
And so frenzied inside that it seems the next pattern
Will never emerge from the chaos.
I wish I could just say one thing that would
Help you remember why you came to this planet in the first place.
Remember what you came to do?
Break the patterns that lead us around and around
Bust the system of war
That starts in the home and ripples out.
We are better than that
We will stop this craziness of betrayal and hurt
And soul loss.
We will go to the ends of the multiverse
To find our bits of soul and
We will weave them back together.